Jordan Sweeney

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Deep Traps

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Jordan Sweeney
2008
Jordan Sweeney

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Deep Traps       Music & Lyrics by Jordan Sweeney (October 2007)

 

I’m sitting in a chair forcing to write. I’m looking out the window on my side at all the beauty and I don’t care because I feel it inside. Sharp pieces of glass sticking out of my side. I swear it feels like that. “Please, never again!” I always say and pretend it’s okay and realize nothing is going to change.

 

I fall in deep traps for no reason. I try not to cry, and I won’t give in, yet I never win. I’m always stuck with pain.

 

I’m lying on the grass looking at stars. I turn and see a spider on my arm and I do not even want to care.

Look at me. I’m going in circles. You can’t stop me. I’m spinning in circles. I cannot breathe.

 

I fall in deep traps for no reason. I try not to cry, and I won’t give in, yet I never win. I’m always stuck with pain.